Hey girl. Yes I DID accidentally over-hear how he was planning to take me off my fiance. He’s a pretty loud whisperer. But why even say it within earshot in the same room as me? As if it isn’t uncomfortable and awkward enough anyway, without having to live in the same apartment building as J. I think J thinks that he’s irresistible to every woman on this planet, but wake up dude, you’re actually quite RESISTABLE. I don’t want some little boy who is only 20 years old. I’m not being rude. I just need J to see past his naive teenager-like thinking. A lot of men go to the gym. A lot of men wear football tops. A lot of men drink beer, well, about half of them. So how can J be thinking that he’s more unique than most other men? Well he isn’t. It gives me something to look forward to, to watch him squirm when women’s husband’s or boyfriends start telling Jordan how it really is and how he needs to get a life and stop flirting with their women. I do not feel sorry for Jordan. He knows what he’s doing, and he’s going to get himself beat up pretty badly one day. He knows what he’s doing. He isn’t just some young naive innocent harmless lad. He’s not a nice person. And I need to stay out of his way. And I have that choice in whether I want to exit the room whenever he walks in. Yes, girl. I did pick up on it. And when I was sat with you yesterday, I could tell that he was only coming over to me to try and convince me yet again about how my fiance is “Not being genuine with me”. I can decide that for myself I don’t need Jordan telling me who to be with. If I really wasn’t sure about being with P, then I wouldn’t be, but I am, so I must be quite okay with P then. Especially when I consider the lies that the care home manager used to tell me about P. I should know. I’ve spent one-to-one time with P, so don’t ever tell me that I don’t know P. Also, why would I bother throwing away a four-year relationship for some naive 20 year old? No way. I know what true love is.