Day: August 2, 2021

I’m aware that I have never fully upheld my end of the partnership. I’ve tried, and I’ve failed a lot. Consistency is not my forte. And sometimes it’s good for me to be reminded of that. But sometimes it really bothers me when that’s just your go-to, without any regard for how you’ve managed your end. Surely, neither of us are perfect, and we both have regrets. I feel like that setup is guaranteed to generate constant negativity.

Just this once, let’s try something else. Maybe it will help. Tell me about the time I said or did something that made you the happiest, and I’ll tell you the same.

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I shouldn’t have let my family influence my decision. I should’ve followed my heart & come be with you.
You were my soul mate.
I will never truly be happy because you’re missing from my life.
Things are so different now. I’m not the person you once knew & I know you’ve been hurt by my actions & actions of others too so I know you’re also a different person now. If one day we see each other again in different circumstances, I wonder if it’ll be like old times & our souls will connect again? Or is there just too much hurt & time between us now.
I often dream of you & I wonder if it’s true that at that moment you’re thinking of me.
I miss you.

I only give back the same amount of effort that people give me. This is why I wait to see who I can really rely on or trust, before just suddenly diving in at the deep end. Actions speak much louder than words. Also, no-one should be bothered about my love life, so I just don’t see why I should tell anyone about it. The only time any lad really needs to ask me about my private love life, is if they’re genuinely interested in having a true relationship with me. One day at a time. I’m not actually that sure ANYTHING in life anymore. I’ll just see what happens. I can’t see into the future.

What’s the point in giving me your phone number if you never get in contact with me? I get that we’re all supposed to support each other, but you text or phone most of your other friends in here, but not me, so I must be the black sheep or something. You say that I’m sort of important, but then what’s the point me having your phone number? *confusing* 🤔 It’s not as if you have to.

The day i met you, it was a delightful moment for me. I would never forget on how does it feel like to have you, in my life. I didnt ask you to love me back (i dont even care) because i myself dont feel the exact same thing – perhaps. I do love you, my friend and i do love you as you texted me and we talked for several nights and listened to a few of my favouritw music together. Though we are distance away, miles and hours away, i keep the meaningful words of yours and your voice in the back of my mind. It still does spin in my head.

Frankly i tried so hard to convince myself that our friendship would have ended one day. It’s either me or you who will slam the door and leave the memories locked.
It’s either me or you who will talk about the ending
It’s either me or you who will start the fight and apologize.
It’s either me or you who starts crying.

It’s either me or you who wants to rebuild us back

But none of us know tht the right answer is neither.

I love you i care for you but i have no idea how long we’re gonna hold this forever.

I’ll always be carrying your heart and your voice with me.

Sincerely,
Husna :”)