Alone in pain

Alone and suffering
I don’t know what to do
The pain constantly drives me up the wall
The meds wore off a long time ago
Now I am in pain
Miserable because I am in pain
At times the pain makes me feel like ending it all
Just to make it stop
End it all
But I know I have a lot to live for
I have a lot to be grateful for
Yet my mind can’t seem to look past the pain
My mind can’t seem to look past the present, past now
The pain overshadows my joy
It overshadows my peace
Alone I go through this
Alone where I am
Far from those I love
They know of my pain but they can’t help me
Far from me
Alone in my pain

3 thoughts on “Alone in pain”

  1. Thank you AM and Mahogany for your consoling words and advice. I am think I am getting to a point where I can say it’s not so bad anymore. I hope to get better much soon.

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