I miss her all the time but right now I could not miss her more
Is it everything that’s happened
Is it my loss of home
Is it the fact that that piece of my heart reached out to me
I felt cared for in a moment where the heaviness was taking me under
My phone rang and it was that Pittsburgh area code, I was prepared to hear her voice on the other end
She said that they’ll call me, that she’s out for a few days
That angel has immune system problems
If this virus touches her I will find it and end it myself
I miss sitting with her
Laughing with her
I hate that I can’t tell her about any of it, in our old time in depth ways
I miss her faces, I miss her obsession with t rexes.