last year was the loneliest I have ever felt. I rly hope there is someplace for me to see you guys again, but I don’t think so. it’s been hell, knowing that I had something that I wanted for a long time, then to have it ripped apart from me. I hate you guys. I know I’m being selfish but I hate not being able to talk to you. I hate having to be OK, I don’t want to be. I hate that I won’t get to introduce you to D. she is rly great and I know you would rly like her. but that’s for another time. evey time I’m watching a movie or a series or anything with the smallest amount of friendship in it I start crying. I rly miss you guys and I rly want to see you again.