Do you ever wonder what we could’ve been? What we would be like together if we tried again? I think about the times we were together, what people would call young love. Do you still have the drawing I made for you? I think about when I made that, I was in a bad place at the time. Living in a home crawling with drug addicts, including my mom.
I remember the day it rained out, and we still played soccer. I knew I shouldn’t because I was wearing nice clothes for pictures later that day. I slipped in the mud trying to kick the soccer ball and you laughed so hard. Remember when we use to smoke together at the junior high? Or when you thought I was asleep, and slowly came down to kiss me? Those are the days I cherish the most. Can we rewind the time back to the good ole days, or give me another chance to try again with you? I can not shake my feeling for you away, and I don’t know why.
I feel so guilty, I am with a man I love truly. So why do I feel like an invisible rope is pulling me towards you? We don’t talk anymore, you got your life going doing what you love. That’s what I find funny, you love welding as much as I do. You thought I was trying to copy you when we did reconnect for a day, but you would know how much passion I have for welding if you never moved.
We could’ve conquered the world together, but it’s too late now. I hope you find the girl of your dreams, I will be on the sidelines cheering you on from afar. Just know I will always have these feelings for you. Maybe in another dimension we are together, happily, and doing great things together. So until next time…