When you see me.. what do you feel? Do you think about the times we had together? Or do you hate me and wish you didn’t have to see me?
I feel both
It’s nice to see your face again, I miss it, I miss the good times we had. But when I think of the reality of our relationship, it wasn’t good at all, it was toxic, filled with trauma, emotional abuse & two hurt people craving something we wouldn’t have been able to give each other in the end anyway.
We were/are wounded souls, that made us feel like soul mates but outside of our bubble, we were doomed.
But I wish you well & hope you’re healing. I’m trying.