Do you ever…

When you see me.. what do you feel? Do you think about the times we had together? Or do you hate me and wish you didn’t have to see me?
I feel both
It’s nice to see your face again, I miss it, I miss the good times we had. But when I think of the reality of our relationship, it wasn’t good at all, it was toxic, filled with trauma, emotional abuse & two hurt people craving something we wouldn’t have been able to give each other in the end anyway.
We were/are wounded souls, that made us feel like soul mates but outside of our bubble, we were doomed.
But I wish you well & hope you’re healing. I’m trying.

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