To the despicable Mr. Blue,
I dont hate you. I don’t have anything I need you to hear really, but I have lots to say. Maybe just a string of thoughts.
I realize now, that standing in your kitchen saying I’d had enough was the most powerful thing I could have done.
You are diagnosably a narcissist, praying on others, uncaring of the pain you cause to anyone. Your mom. Your children. Partners. All the people you belittle and shit talk, the people whose jobs and livelihoods you actively ruin for your own games. You’re actually a bad person. I tend to think most people are either good or just trying to survive the moment but you….you’re a calculated type of evil. It was something I couldnt wrap my head around because I’d never seen someone quite like you before, someone that disgusting and abusive in so many ways.
No means no, you sorry piece of shit. I DO get to choose what happens to my body. Sadly, those moments against my will were not the worst things you have done.
The truth is, you’ll never change and you’ll never be happy. The unfortunate part is that you’ll continue hurting others, and scaring your children in very lasting ways as you spew control and rage and utter abuse at them.
I’ve nothing left for you to know. You already knew those things before they were ever a thought in my head.
I don’t hate you, and I certainly don’t wish you well. But I hope one day, you get a heaping spoonful of your own hell.
Cheers!