• My Goodbye Love Letter

    by  • July 30, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, Letting Go • 0 Comments

    For you: This summer has been dark and grey. I have never felt crazier than I do without you. I have cried hysterically, went out too many times, fasted, binged on chocolate, downloaded an immense amount of sad and ridiculous songs about love and slept. I thought obsessively about our relationship and how I need

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    How I feel

    by  • July 30, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, Confession • 0 Comments

    Dear Andrew, 7/29/2014 I miss you, a lot. You said we where to hang today, but we didn’t. Made me kinda sad, but still only to get on facebook an see you sharing stuff. Yes, that is a bit weird of me, but ohwell. When I talk about you my best friend ask why him.

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    lllllll llllll

    by  • July 30, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, Resolution • 0 Comments

    If it was easy to kill myself I really would have done it, but without easy access in ireland to any handguns or drugs hard enough to overdose on I sorta wound up waiting it out. I don’t feel depressed at the moment, and while I still occasionally think about killing myself. It doesn’t come

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    Numb

    by  • July 30, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, Thinking of you • 0 Comments

    It’s times like these that I miss you so much, when I feel like I have no-one to turn to, no-one who honestly cares and want’s to listen to what I have to say. You never made me feel alone, I always knew I had you, you ‘cared’ about me, you made me feel like

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    Relief

    by  • July 30, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 0 Comments

    Oh well, it wasn’t meant to be Jim. God, I bet you are breathing a sigh of relief. You didn’t want to see me anyway, can’t help feeling I’m bulling you, all the time. I can’t make you love me, but I did hope you still liked me enough to want to spend time with

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    I know now

    by  • July 30, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, Goodbye • 0 Comments

    After so many years I finally let myself accept that you are not good for me. We didn’t have a healthy relationship back then and we most certainly never had a positive friendship each time we reconnected. Since we stopped talking my life has been easier; so less stressful. There is no confusion or pain.

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