In the last 72 hours or so I have had 3 people ask me to save their life. One of them I was able to help, almost at the cost of my livelihood. The other 2, I really don’t know right now if they are ok. I care about both of them a lot and I am freaking out. This has been my life for the last few months, esp. since Christmas. It’s just nonstop. Calls at 430 am . I’m safe for now, but I’ve been barely sleeping or eating, my hair is starting to fall out. I can’t talk to anyone about everything that is going on or I will lose everything. I have asked everyone I can think of for help and most people have either completely ignored me or literally screamed at me and told me I was a pos for trying to help these people that have no options left. Not everyone. There are two very special women who dropped everything to help me help someone else who was in crisis. That’s what’s keeping me going right now. Barely. I feel the walls closing in on me, I wish I could talk to you A. I really feel like I need to pull the ripcord on my whole situation pretty soon.