I haven’t posted anything here in years. A post about a movie trilogy reminded me of you. Time has proven that I was and am the dysfunctional one. An unfortunate combination of character traits, bad decisions, and genetic serious mental illness means I never would have kept you happy in the long run. We both know you deserve better. I’ll be watching the newest film and thinking of you, but also continuing to keep my distance because you deserve a better life than I could have provided. A better partner too, who you found, and I’m happy for you in a bittersweet way.