I don’t eat apple fritters anymore, or drink Tim Horton’s coffee. I still visualize you standing on that corner every damn time.
Today I realized I probably was more in love with the way I felt when I was with you. You were toxic and broken and poison to my soul. You forgot to mention you were married, even with all the words you spewed at me. You are the reason I’ll never trust again and the reason I will forever be alone.