Have loved, Love and will love.
There are things I know but, dont say.
Im not completely oblivious to everything you do for me, your understanding for one..
I never quite tell you how much I really, deeply Love you. I complain, only show you that I doubt you.. I am sorry, I trust you. I dont really doubt you.
You are free to do whatever you like and Im aware of all the choices in front of you. The daily things you need to attend to, the people around you who need you but you still make time for me in all this chaos. Sometimes, I get a little selfish and only want you to myself and I know I need to compromise.. I know.
So much I need to say to you and I just dont know how, its like I fear showing my sensitive side because it may come across as a weakness..
I love you so much. You will probably never really know how much.
I miss you , always miss you.
I wish I could make you the happiest person alive, because you make me feel I am the luckiest. You do.
I have not always been fair with you and I promise all I really wish for is your full happiness and I know that may be something I cant accomplish.
You deserve so much more than I am giving, than I can give..
There is nothing in this world that compares to you in my eyes and in my heart amd as I type this my heart is beating crazy.
Whatever the future holds I hope you will know how worthy of love and respect you are.
From the bottom of my heart.