Dear A,
I saw a pic the other day on social media, one of those anniversary/nostalgia things. You weren’t in it, but it was taken around the time we met. Now 9 years ago. Truth be told, I can’t really remember much before that happened. And ever since has all been one big blur. I’ll skip past all the heartbreak, trying to express that has never done me much good. I just wanna ask you why? You know how much you meant to me. And we actually had pretty good chemistry I think, most of the time. Remember the Valentines I walked through the snow to see you? You were legitimately happy to see me; you’re not that good at faking. I think we could have been happy together. I think we could’ve formed a team that would’ve been stronger than the sum of its parts. So why did you turn your back on me for good? Did I say or do something to deserve your….hatred? That’s the only word that’s feels right. I’d be so happy if you just randomly popped back in my life some day, there’s nothing that can’t be forgiven, eventually. But, in the meantime, can you at least tell me why you left me?