It’s been nearly 6 years now and my *secret* feelings for you still haven’t changed. Sometimes I feel that you feel the same as I do (wishful thinking?), but other times I feel you pulling away. It’s almost like you don’t allow yourself to get too close. I don’t blame you at all though.
However, it’s all very confusing for me and I don’t wish to carry on like this forever – I cannot. The pining and the longing of the years gone by I don’t wish to repeat. But each time I endeavour to forget you, my resolves weaken when I see you,or talk to you.
What on earth are you doing to me? I just feel as if I’m under your spell.