I have trouble saying I’m not ok or that I’m sad. I thought I was getting better at it but my gf asked me how I was doing after I sounded off on the phone. I even up saying I’m alright. idk why bc I wanted to tell her so bad that I wasn’t feeling good. But I couldn’t. I’ve told her many times before that I was tired and when sje asked if I was ok she asked if I was just tired which I said no to bc like I said I wanted to tell her the truth. and tired isn’t a lie. It’s a really good way to describe it. I’m tired of waking up every morning and going to my Job that I hate and doing it almost every day. I’m tired of not being able to be care free or switch jobs bc we don’t have a car and it’s more convenient this way but im so tired. I wake up and I dread the day and I just want to go back to sleep