I can’t thank you enough

I knew this moment would come, but I didn’t expect it be so soon. I wasn’t really prepared for this, but I know that now would be the perfect time to start this.

The past three years of my life were so awful-I felt so trapped. I remember being too tired to wake up everyday, because I cried every night before I slept. I was scared to be stuck in that phase of my life, and I didn’t know how to start fixing everything.

Of course, I managed to get by, but that genuine happiness was not there anymore. I tried to get myself together by ‘fixing’ each aspect of my life, one after another. I could say that I was able to ‘fix’ some, but they never returned to their old state, and there was one particular aspect that I didn’t know how to start working on.

One day, you came along. You were just this random colleague, and I never thought that I’d actually come to this point when I’d consider you important to me.

This is my way of saying ‘thanks’. You helped fix a part of me. I hope this won’t be our last meeting.

My escape

I’m just going to pretend like I don’t know. I do t think I’ll respond again if you text me now. I’ll hide behind my excuses… it’s not like I’m not busy.
I’m just going to let this whole thing fade away…
It’s been too many years of being made feel not good enough. I see now who’s good enough to earn a tag.. I never have and I will never forgive you for that. You seek me out and treat me like your dirty secret.
Just please leave me alone