You never fail to keep breaking my heart.
I know you are searching, doing anything to numb the pain and I want to help so much. But you are dangerous right now. First steps have to be yours alone.
This ends badly, you know. Right or wrong, these people live a life of commitment. Youve never really commited to anything ever. Me, your kids, your job, your husbands. Nothing. What happens when they see through you? What happens when they find a new plaything?
You DO need to commit to something but this isnt it.
Please dont let me see you in the mugshots or the obits.
There is SO much more and better waiting on you in life. I will never stop believing that for you. YOU ARE SO MUCH MORE THAN THIS. I wish i could do more than pray and wait.

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