I have to get a few things of my shoulders. My thoughts have been circling around the same stuff for quite some time and a few new things joined.
There is this one guy, I liked him since 7th grade, the first time I saw him.
A year ago, we kissed and it felt like heaven. One Problem. My bestfriend used to like him and pressured me to stop talking to him or else I‘ll lose her.
I haven’t talked to him since and my heart aches everytime I see him in my class. I just don‘t know what to do and feel so lost.
My mum just had an Operation and I was so scared, she is the only family that I have left, since my dad has been in prison for almost 4 years now.
I don’t have anybody else and now even my imprisoned dad has COVID.
Sometimes it’s just a little bit too much.
I have always dreamed of studying at this university but since my dad‘s lawyers cost us so much and my mum is working alone I will not be able to go.
To be honest I guess I‘m fine. I feel guilty complaining but hey..life goes on right?
Just had to get something of my shoulders..