I am so tired of living.
I don’t feel capable of much lately.
Please send good thoughts.
I could use them
Love, the girl by the pond.
I don’t understand my own decisions anymore.
How do I get back to gravity?
Sometimes it breaks out, sometimes it stays quiet. Sometimes you’d think it’s finally cured. And then, when the immune system is weak it suddenly shows up again.
I’ve never felt so wholly or completely loved by anyone else. You see so much of who I am and inspire to me to be better. You are the best person I know, absolutely. You’re generous with your time and energy, you lift people up, you value yourself and remind people of their own worth. Watching you from across the room….it’s so fun to see you light people up with your attention. I love you and would always be by your side if we had found each other first.