Hello again…
Hi TJ,
It has been a long time since I wrote about you on this site. However, you will never know that I write about you on this site.
Today things were different because I thought of you. I know you currently are in your situation and I shouldn’t be thinking of you nor have these feelings I have for you. However, today things were different because I was thinking of you. I don’t mean to sound like a broken record, but that’s how I feel.
I miss you so much. You have no idea. I wish I could pick up the phone and either call or text you. I wish we could email each other and have deep and interesting conversations like we use to. Maybe yet, I wish you would reach out to me and make successful contact. I miss you so much.
I know I am wrong for feeling this way given your current circumstance, but I can’t help it and I hope you are well. I hope your family is well also.
Sometimes, I wonder if you think of me? Do you?
I wish I could talk to you and hear your voice. However, I am not ready yet. I am not myself and I am not all the way together. I guess I have to listen to that familiar voice that told me that I am not ready yet.