I used to come here to write you years ago.
But you didn’t read me. You didn’t know. You never will. I was in love with you.
I think this time I have come back to simply say goodbye.
My eyes no longer linger for yours. My heart no longer flutters when our eyes secretly meet. My stomach no longer does flip flops when you say something just a touch out of line to me. My heart is not that cheap. No.
I let go of that dream a long time ago. I let go of that dream when you lied to me, to my face and attempted to gaslight me.
I wish we could have talked it out, but we couldn’t have. Not us. Not you. So glad I never fully gave into you.