I want to apologize about before I was angry and confused about the situation. Furthermore I was going through things in life that was making me questions what I wanted, how I could be happy, and what was the best course of action for all of that. It was wrong of me to give you partial blame on things that weren’t your fault and for that I am sorry.
Unfortunately I have to stand my ground on my decision to walk away from everything. So i can find what it is I’m looking for and with all do respect I now see and reconize that it isn’t you and after everything I just can’t have you in my life until I obtain that.
You did what you did because you had to be happy. Please don’t hate me for walking away from you in all aspects for the same reason.