I wonder why I can go through some days with no problem at all,
no distractions,
no extra thoughts or daydreams,
just peace and joy,
contentment and fullness
While other days I am so wrapped up in thoughts of you –
how it’d feel to hold your hand,
caress your arm,
hold onto you,
undress you,
feel your lips on mine and the warmth of our bodies together;
wondering where your thoughts are,
if you’re craving the same love that I am,
if you’re lonely tonight, and
if I can be more to you;
hoping and longing,
wishing and dreaming,
silently loving,
hungry for you
– that I can’t even remember to eat dinner
Oh, how I know this fdeeling ..