PK- It’s been almost four years now since I gave our baby up for adoption. In September, it will have been exactly four years since I said goodbye to that little girl. I don’t know where she is, how she’s doing, what he first word was, or even if she has siblings. All I know
Read more →Dear You, I know that I will never be able to tell anyone, everything I have been through, because no one would believe me. But I am going to tell you, because I can, and I need to tell someone. I have been: molested, raped, beaten and abused, neglected and unloved. I have seen my
Read more →Dear anonymous, I grew up with parents who wanted the best for me, a roof over my head,and great religion to lead me, and maybe too many opportunities that I didn’t deserve. I always had two choices in front of me growing up. “the right thing to do, or the wrong thing to do.” Of
Read more →The last year was such a whirlwind of frustration and heartbreak and happiness and most importantly…love. You were my first love and I always hoped, always thought you would be my only. I hung onto you for so long because I didn’t want to lose everything we’d talked about. Even when you broke my heart
Read more →I just want you to know…that I liked you. You probably knew that already. I liked you on and off for two years. It was probably more on that off. I never told you out of fear of rejection. And because you just KNEW you had me figured out. And that drove me crazy. But
Read more →I wasted 5 years of my life on you. I let you walk all over me in every way imaginable. The worst part? I knew what I was doing. I allowed you to do that. I become such a different person I didn’t even recognize myself. I tried to be what you wanted but that
Read more →I want my name back. Not every time, but sometimes when he says it, I hear the faintest echoes of your voice. (very very faint, I barely ever heard it anyway) Not every time, but sometimes (when it is very late, when I can’t tell where I am or who I want) when he types
Read more →Dear whatever you are to me now. I don’t know where to begin. Things have changed so much in the last few months. You dropped out of school, that was a stupid move. You’re ready to quit your job at a crappy fast food restaurant when you have your own bills you need to be
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