Dear friends, family, potential lovers, and co-workers: I do love and care about you all, but I just can not deal with this anymore. This kind heart I have can not carry the burden of your troubles. I have said, and acted upon the promise of always being there for you people, but in my
Read more →Dear N. I’ve been going back and forth between what I want for the last couple months. But the fact is, you hurt me. I don’t know what I could’ve done to deserve that. You said I was perfect. You said I was beautiful and smart. You said you loved me. You were so ready
Read more →To the baby who died inside of me. My little one. You are my best and worst kept secret. But a gift none the less. I felt you growing inside me. I felt for the first time in my life that I was doing something great, carrying a new life inside of me. For the
Read more →You will never know the nights i have cried over you. You will never know how much i gave up for you. You will never know the pain I have gone through. We always joked about marriage but in the end I would have always married you. You let religion stop us. I wasn’t the
Read more →Dear all the boys i have loved, Do you remember that time i said “i love you”? I do. If i love someone, i tell them. Even if it is for a day, a month, or for years. But one thing is i will never stop loving you. Sometimes i will just try to find
Read more →Dear dad, you left so many years ago i don’t even tell people i have a father. that’s not right at all and any sane person should know that. was a six year old supposed to understand that you had a daughter with someone who wasn’t their mom? or that instead of having a job
Read more →I have to go to school everyday. Everyone makes fun of me for being a hermaphrodite. My mom just doesn’t understand. She thinks it’s okay that people tie me to the fence, and tell me that I am not a human being. I AM A HUMAN BEING! OKAY MOTHERFUCKERS?
Read more →Dear Cory, The time we spent together was wonderful. I miss you so much. It is difficult, however, to explain exactly how I felt for you, because I did not yet know myself. The hardest part of losing you now is falling down, hard, from the high that a new romance gives you. I looked
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