To the baby who died inside of me. My little one. You are my best and worst kept secret. But a gift none the less. I felt you growing inside me. I felt for the first time in my life that I was doing something great, carrying a new life inside of me. For the
Read more →It worries me to be away from home. Not because I’m not sure I can make it on my own because I won’t be there to mediate you guys. Everyone is in such a hectic state, the balance is like the sea during a storm. Wave after wave of aggravation or stress crashing upon another,
Read more →Who would have thought. Who would have thought that after all those years of being my best friend you’d destroy me like you did. I trusted you! I loved you exactly how a niece should love her uncle but it wasn’t enough. You wanted more. You pushed and fought for more. So i gave it
Read more →I am a terrible sister, daughter, and friend. I realize this. I’m truly sorry for what I’ve put you guys through over the years. M + D, you’ve literally given me everything, and I can’t look either of you in the eye (let along hug you or tell you I love you). C + T,
Read more →S- If you were anyone but my brother, I would never talk to you. In your diluted mind, you think we’re really close. We’re not. You are incapable of a real relationship with anyone. Get off your high horse. Talk about something other than yourself for once. Learn how to listen. Love always, C
Read more →I have watched you struggle over and over again. I have watched you on the brink of death from overdose, I have been woken up in the middle of night by you on a meth binge in your early teens. I have watched you sleep with a number of people, most of whom all know
Read more →you started this fight but it’s not yours to fight i’m just a kid yet i still believe everyday i’m more mature than you YOU SAY YOU CARE…. but i know it’s a lie. if you cared you would stop lying to me, using me, and making me feel like im never good enough. I
Read more →I hate the word. The name makes my stomach churn and i feel as if i’m going to vomit. This thing that has turned everything backwards and upside down. Ruined everything that I loved. It makes me despise the person you have become. Are YOU still in there? I never see you smile, or laugh
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