To the baby who died inside of me. My little one. You are my best and worst kept secret. But a gift none the less. I felt you growing inside me. I felt for the first time in my life that I was doing something great, carrying a new life inside of me. For the
Read more →Dear all the boys i have loved, Do you remember that time i said “i love you”? I do. If i love someone, i tell them. Even if it is for a day, a month, or for years. But one thing is i will never stop loving you. Sometimes i will just try to find
Read more →Dear Cory, The time we spent together was wonderful. I miss you so much. It is difficult, however, to explain exactly how I felt for you, because I did not yet know myself. The hardest part of losing you now is falling down, hard, from the high that a new romance gives you. I looked
Read more →I’m angry. I’m so mad I don’t know what to do. No one is as mad, or sad about this as I am. Well, at least it feels that way. You were sick, and no one seemed to believe you. Then finally they found what was making you sick. But, by then it was way
Read more →Dear Mrs. Smollet, Madame Spankk reminded me that you have been gone for a month today. And while I feel like a terrible person that I had almost forgot that you died a month ago, I have been reminded by an amazing person (who i think you would like just because he’s awesome and a
Read more →Dear you, I wish I knew of a more eloquent way of saying ‘you’ve let me down.’ The idea of what you have done goes so exceedingly beyond that. It wears on me every minute of every day. I am a beach being worn down by each wave, washing away more than what is left
Read more →I don’t know what to feel right now. I fucking hate you for dying, but I am not angry with you. I love you, and I think you would be proud of a lot of the things I have done. It is not fair, it makes me want to scream at everyone, to lash out
Read more →Dear Nick, Hi. It’s Krish. I miss you. It’s been so difficult without you here. Before you passed away I was the happiest girl in the world. It was really because of you. You were my best friend and my first boyfriend. You called me your first love remember? I know I’m a little bit
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