This is for all the missed opportunities and soiled evenings, when something was expected to go a certain direction and it decided it would slap you in the face.
I’ve never been so lonely in my life on account of recent events, heart broken and sad, I’ve gained a clearer perspective on life, or at the very least a broader perspective. Music sounds different and things affect me differently.
At a certain point I wanted to run as far as i could, at another I wanted to fight everything I saw. I listened to advice from different people, I’ve decided I’m tired of listening to advice.
to all the people who are uncertain, who are heart broken and want to die or run away. Life doesn’t come with instructions. My experiences taught me that I’m dumb and that it’s ok that I am. My heart is broken, I feel lonely and destitute and I wouldn’t want anything more than for someone to come into my room right now and to hug me and kiss me and tell me they love me, but that’s not gonna happen.
learn to forgive people who have heart you, girlfriends who kissed someone cause they were drunk; forgive them. Families members who have disappointed you; forgive them, and learn to love
one day me, and everyone who tries and is honest and true, will hopefully fall in love. You can be beautiful on the inside.