• It’s amazing

    by  • February 20, 2017 • 0 Comments

    How people slash the tongue around as if it’s not the strongest mussel in the body……

    Putting such heavy words thrown by a tongue can do a lot of damage.

    I would liken it to a crash test dummy without its seat belt on hitting the brick wall doing 100mph.

    Wow if they were real human beings, the damage would be catastrophic to the inside….

    Remember that having to throw such heavy objects only means you loved them at one point….
    If they didn’t mean that much to you, then the energy wouldn’t be used that’s involved.

    It takes more energy trying to let them go peacefully.!

    From: Food For Thought

    Surprise Love

    by  • February 20, 2017 • 0 Comments

    Spent this morning crying. It’s amazing all this time that I’ve been friends with you, I never knew it would turn out like this. We’ve been friends for six years and I watched you go out with other women. They all were not suited for you. None of them understood you like I did. Slowly over time I grew to admire and respect you and that turned into caring for you. It wasn’t until today after I realized that you didn’t care the same way for me that it snuck up on me. I love you. I’ve always loved you I just didn’t realize it to be really true. You are paying attention to another woman that has been friends with you longer than I have. You both suit each other so well.

    I’m thinking of letting our friendship die, because the thought of you with her just kills me inside, because I know it should be me. What a wake up call! Here I thought I was free and ready to date and it just creeped up on me. I didn’t realize until this morning that I really love you and wants what is best for you. If she is your next chapter than let it be so.

    It just crept up on me! I just keep thinking what happened?!! I will be listening to all the songs that I told you I liked such as A Thousand Years, God Bless the Broken Road, Hero, I Have Nothing Without You, Somewhere over the Rainbow, Claire de Lune, and so much more.

    I’ll be okay. I’ll survive. But being without you….that will be a struggle everyday.

    Love you always,



    by  • February 20, 2017 • 0 Comments

    I just want to know what it feels like to have your lips on mine. I need to know if sparks are still real or just something I imagine. I have to wonder.

    Everything happens for a reason.

    by  • February 20, 2017 • 0 Comments

    We had a such a great connection. As soon as we met we were so comfortable and happy, we wanted to be with each other all the time simply because we enjoyed each other’s company so much. You chased me and told me you loved me quickly, I found it hard to believe that you could love me so quickly and easily but you insisted that you did. We spent many nights just talking and cuddling, you tore down my resistances pretty quickly. We just got on so well, we are somewhat similar I suppose. it was hard though living with you as you had such a fiery temper and the littlest thing would set you off, we argued a few times but always made quickly as if nothing happened. Then you said you had to leave because of other circumstances, I had mixed emotions because you were hard to live with but I would miss our love and happiness together. This didn’t mean that you would be gone forever, you would still be around but it would never be the same. I know I would be longing for the nights that you held me in my arms and told me I was beautiful.

    So eventually you started becoming distant while I was becoming more attached, one night I cried like crazy and asked you to comfort me, you saw me cry and I’m surprised I let you, this must show how much I trust and am comfortable with you. You let me cry on your shoulder.

    Then the night you left, I remember not being able to feel anything I felt numb and I could sense that you felt uncomfortable with my lack of emotion. So we said our goodbyes and I watched you walk out the door, not quite taking in the seriousness of the moment, that you were basically walking out my life.

    Everything we shared played over in my mind when you left and i was emotionally drained and tired. Anyway, time passed and I’ve seen you around a couple times and we stare into each others eyes and have general chit chat but that close bond we had just seems lost in time. I hate losing people I care for in my life but I guess part of growing is accepting loss and moving forward.

    I don’t know if I’ll see you again but I hope so for I know I only have a short window of time to see you before I never see you again.

    To those out there who may have experienced the same, when you meet someone you have a great chemistry and connection with, make the most of it, try to analyse your behaviour and avoid mistakes (even though it is hard to do sometimes), live for the moment, enjoy it with every part of your soul as you never know when it will be the last but you will forever have the precious memories to carry with you on your journey and never have any regrets, for these moments are what life is about, they made you into what you are today.

    Lost in a moment of insane passion…

    by  • February 20, 2017 • 0 Comments

    Every time we are alone and hug and share that moment, I long for so much more. In a flash, my mind goes to a secret place where there are no regrets or fears or uncertainties. In this place we are alone and free to talk with minds wondering across planes of fantasy. Our eyes are free to linger as our fingertips intertwine. Our hands explore each other with shared smiles of pleasure. I imagine the explosions of our flesh meeting flesh. The tingles, the shockwaves of excitement forcing our hearts to pound from within as heavy breathing warms the auras around us like a cocoon. Then, as instantly as my mind began to get lost, it snaps back to reality with the disengagement of our embrace. Our eyes meet momentarily and then dart away from each other, as we slowly part to head off in different directions of the world. Until we meet again.

    The Best

    by  • February 20, 2017 • 0 Comments

    Best things in life never come easy but don’t cost a thing

    I love you

    I love you with all that I am for whatever that’s worth

    I love you still

    Wishing you would feel the same.