• Could be…

    by  • December 20, 2014 • 0 Comments

    just me, but I really don’t think it’s possible to have a personal relationship with them when I don’t have one with you…

    Yellow light…

    by  • December 20, 2014 • 0 Comments

    I love you, but I think you’re losing interest. That’s okay, I guess, but I was kind of hoping we were going somewhere instead of nowhere. Maybe this letter is a little premature, but it’s hard to tell. I want to be around you more, so maybe that’s a little off-putting. I try to scale myself back, though, but maybe you can feel my restlessness. In my head, I know that we’re probably an illogical pair, but I guess my heart always hopes for things a little differently. Time will tell, but I was hoping you were a little different than what I have experienced so far…. I won’t peg you for either way just yet… I think that’s the best option in my head…. Life goes on either way.

    Djlionking

    by  • December 20, 2014 • 0 Comments

    “Please leave your message for ________”
    *click*

    I couldn’t do it. I couldn’t tell you how much I miss you and how much I hate you for cutting me off like that. You said you needed time and space to focus on yourself but you have someone else by your side. I believed in you, loved you, and did things that I felt were the most I could do for you. And now you’re just enjoying life with that beautiful make up artist from Philly. 3 weeks is sure alot of time but I still needed more. Meanwhile, you were already bubbling up with some Latina that I know has called you “Papi”. Is her pussy just as good? If you just gave me more time I could have definitely shown you what the hell you’re gonna be missing. I’m the best thing that never happened to you and I’m sorry you haven’t seen it yet.

    I hurt Nico

    by  • December 20, 2014 • 0 Comments

    I thought i saw you today, did i? If not then your twin, weird but i saw this person, thought, it’s …wait it is her. Then you/she looked up and looked at me then away and walked in a different direction.
    For a couple months i been burying you deep, so i think but don’t feel,even the thinking was a few times a day not all day every day.
    But i still love you, you still are more beautiful than anyone, and you’re still wrong i n your thoughts about me.
    But i can’t tell you how or why, and that i love you still means nothing.
    Do you know your why i want to make the the changes to me that i intend to? Not that it will get me closer to you, it won’t but i will be a better me, physically and mentally.
    What a shame i couldn’t learn sooner, i and you would be so close, never what i want, as i knew you would never reciprocate, but i chose to try and tell you just in case,oh dear, what a mistake.
    Well how ever things go, i will never not love you and, i will always wish you well.
    You’re an angel but more, you are what the earth would feel like seeing the sun over its horizon, just awe inspiring and breath taking beautiful, but not just physically.
    Well i will one day tell you again, not some anonymous site,
    And always i swear if you need, i will provide, my life is yours whether wanted or not, and not by choice.
    If i could choose it would be better not to hurt me, it would ease the gaping pit of anguish.
    Anyway i love you until all awareness of you ends. Be that never, then i shall love you forever.