• Why does it still hurt so much…

    by  • June 14, 2010 • 0 Comments

    I hate you, you cheated on me, you took my love and threw it away. You do not deserve to be loved by anyone until you learn to respect that love back! Why are you such a selfish, greedy, spoilt boy. You lied to me, made me think you loved me, more than I love you, as you always told me, and then you go and break my heart into pieces the very day we met two years ago. I wish I could have dies with our love that day, so I wouldn’t be hurting this much. I want to stop crying, feeling, but I can’t. You made me lose all hope I had in love. Now you are parading around with girls you don’t ever care about, WHEN WILL YOU LEARN PEOPLE HAVE FEELINGS. NOT EVERYONE IS LIKE YOU. I hope you fall in love and she breaks your heart like you did to mine. The universe is perfect, love will get back at you. The worst part is that I don’t even like you anymore, I won’t go back to you, so never try it again, I’m not that foolish. But you still hurt me and I hate that you did. I didn’t deserve it, you do. I want to be strong, it’s difficult when I see you EVERY DAY. I wish I could go away sooner, I’m going to Finland for a year, if you haven’t learnt it yet. I have goals to accomplish, don’t get in the way. When I come back you are still going to be the same unsuccessful painter I left behind, prove me wrong at best. You don’t deserve my tears, but they are still here. So leave me alone, don’t show your girls off when I’m around, and don’t compliment me on anything, you don’t get to do that. I just want you to fail in so may levels that I think I’m turning evil.

    I don’t want to feel like dying so let me be, and erase yourself from my life.

    Thank you.

    Yes, I am talking about you.

    by  • June 13, 2010 • 0 Comments

    Every time I see a picture of you that I’ve seen before, it makes me pause. Every time I see a picture of you I have never seen before like tonight, it makes my heart stop. I tell myself to take a breath again. God you are so beautiful. I wish I could reach out to you. Really, I am trying to look away and not feel this way. What am I suppose to do?

    are you out there?

    by  • June 13, 2010 • 0 Comments

    Dear Stranger,

    If you are out there, i would like to ask you to make your presence known asap. Really now. I think a little more waiting and I will lose all faith in love and romance. I need you to reveal your passionate, handsome, wonderful self…right away please! If you are not out there, I hope something happens to let me know and stop hoping for you.

    Act soon!


    (island of Aphrodite)


    by  • June 11, 2010 • 0 Comments

    my brother has a baby coming and it’s tearing my family apart.. parents are mad at each other and my bro and sis are mad at me because at the time me and my mom didn’t know what was going on and i called my mom and told her that my sis isn’t telling me why my bro is hiding and my sis got mad cuz i called my mom.. is that wrong?? but i guess it will be over?? right?? it hurts because my parents won’t even look at each other and my bro and sis are like strangers in the house.. i just want to cry myself to sleep and then wake up and know it is just a dream well a nightmare…

    Get a life

    by  • June 11, 2010 • 0 Comments

    Dear Saliva-Lips,
    I only met you once, in my friend’s living room. Why were you there,
    anyway? You’ve divorced, move on! You don’t need to be friends with
    your divorced husband’s wife! She HAS friends already. She doesn’t
    think you’re cool, or hip, in fact, she thinks you’re a loser, too!
    You feed your kids cookies so you can get them out of your hair. I think you’re pathetic, and a fat cow, and you should NOT wear a bikini in public. I’m SOOOOOO glad you weren’t my patient when you had your kids!! You would’ve driven me crazy. And another thing…who do you think you are, milking your ex-husband of his money. What a bitch you are. And you feel compelled to be chums with his new wife. WHAT’S WRONG WITH YOU????

    Another week?!

    by  • June 11, 2010 • 0 Comments

    You think I’m cute. I think you’re cute. We have the same opinions on the things that matter. We are both unsatisfied. I thought all guys were basically ready to go at all times, so what gives? Why do you want to make a girl wait? Too much suspense is a disgraceful thing, dear boy.