• Soulmate

    Please Love Me

    by  • May 17, 2013 • * Safe for Work *, Soulmate • 4 Comments

    These words are so hard to say, but you know I love you I really fell in love with you never felt wanted so much by one individual. My goodness I love you I found a different reason every day to love you, even when hating you I love you. I’m not happy you are

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    Please Love Me

    by  • May 17, 2013 • * Safe for Work *, Soulmate • 4 Comments

    These words are so hard to say, but you know I love you I really fell in love with you never felt wanted so much by one individual. My goodness I love you I found a different reason every day to love you, even when hating you I love you. I’m not happy you are

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    written in the stars and in cards.

    by  • May 11, 2013 • * Safe for Work *, Soulmate • 0 Comments

    My mother refused to ever give me a tarot card reading. Ever. She said she didn’t want a bad reading to happen and have it upset me or influence my decisions. When I finally had one done it blew me away. It clearly expressed my marriage to a cancer, a rough relationship with aquarius (my

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    written in the stars and in cards.

    by  • May 11, 2013 • * Safe for Work *, Soulmate • 0 Comments

    My mother refused to ever give me a tarot card reading. Ever. She said she didn’t want a bad reading to happen and have it upset me or influence my decisions. When I finally had one done it blew me away. It clearly expressed my marriage to a cancer, a rough relationship with aquarius (my

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    the concept of soulmates is a sick joke

    by  • May 1, 2013 • * Safe for Work *, Soulmate • 1 Comment

    It was a lame excuse not to meet you, because I was feeling guilty for having emotions for you again, even though you are married now. Emotions that don’t make any logical sense at all. I can face you knowing that I’ll never be with you. What I can’t face are those feelings and my

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    the concept of soulmates is a sick joke

    by  • May 1, 2013 • * Safe for Work *, Soulmate • 1 Comment

    It was a lame excuse not to meet you, because I was feeling guilty for having emotions for you again, even though you are married now. Emotions that don’t make any logical sense at all. I can face you knowing that I’ll never be with you. What I can’t face are those feelings and my

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    When all else fails

    by  • April 30, 2013 • Soulmate • 9 Comments

    Some people who know me would be pretty shocked to know when I’m at my wit’s end I let fate decide. Well because I’ve been known to have some seriously fucked up control issues. I’ve only let fate decide in a couple of instances and that’s only when I have lost all hope or just

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    When all else fails

    by  • April 30, 2013 • Soulmate • 9 Comments

    Some people who know me would be pretty shocked to know when I’m at my wit’s end I let fate decide. Well because I’ve been known to have some seriously fucked up control issues. I’ve only let fate decide in a couple of instances and that’s only when I have lost all hope or just

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    distant muse

    by  • April 18, 2013 • * Safe for Work *, Soulmate • 4 Comments

    Distant muse Thoughts Memories of events that never occurred Conversations Conversations Moments of eye contact They didn’t happen Every morning and night The hope and the possibility of seeing you Of you seeing me Of you seeing me and still longing Me longing Do I long or do I just enjoy the thrills of imagining

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    distant muse

    by  • April 18, 2013 • * Safe for Work *, Soulmate • 4 Comments

    Distant muse Thoughts Memories of events that never occurred Conversations Conversations Moments of eye contact They didn’t happen Every morning and night The hope and the possibility of seeing you Of you seeing me Of you seeing me and still longing Me longing Do I long or do I just enjoy the thrills of imagining

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    The One That Got Away

    by  • April 16, 2013 • * Safe for Work *, Soulmate • 0 Comments

    I love you. I love you so much it hurts. It’s been over 2 years since we were last together. You were the man of my dreams. The one I was supposed to marry, but you crushed that dream after being together for 3 years. It took me a long time to be able to

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    The One That Got Away

    by  • April 16, 2013 • * Safe for Work *, Soulmate • 0 Comments

    I love you. I love you so much it hurts. It’s been over 2 years since we were last together. You were the man of my dreams. The one I was supposed to marry, but you crushed that dream after being together for 3 years. It took me a long time to be able to

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    The criminal pupil.

    by  • April 5, 2013 • * Safe for Work *, Soulmate • 1 Comment

    The criminal pupil. Perhaps it was a stubborn principle to do just as I pleased, To throw away the wall and shield and break them because I could. A funny little trick my emotions did to get my brain displeased, Action performed on impulse with one flicking of the hood. You see I keep this

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    The criminal pupil.

    by  • April 5, 2013 • * Safe for Work *, Soulmate • 1 Comment

    The criminal pupil. Perhaps it was a stubborn principle to do just as I pleased, To throw away the wall and shield and break them because I could. A funny little trick my emotions did to get my brain displeased, Action performed on impulse with one flicking of the hood. You see I keep this

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