• Confusion

    Dreams

    by  • May 20, 2013 • * Safe for Work *, Confusion • 0 Comments

    I had a dream about you last night, we were sitting next to each other at your table, you had your arm looped through mine and you wasn’t letting go despite who all was in the room, even your girlfriend. I let you, I didn’t try to fight it, I actually liked it. Then I

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    Dreams

    by  • May 20, 2013 • * Safe for Work *, Confusion • 0 Comments

    I had a dream about you last night, we were sitting next to each other at your table, you had your arm looped through mine and you wasn’t letting go despite who all was in the room, even your girlfriend. I let you, I didn’t try to fight it, I actually liked it. Then I

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    something is wrong

    by  • May 20, 2013 • Confusion • 0 Comments

    I know I’m on the rebound, hard-core rebound. I feel really fucked up and stupid right now. Bare with me, please be gentle with me because I know how dumb I’m going to sound. I miss my ex, I really do. But that is all blurred away by this new kid. He is six years

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    something is wrong

    by  • May 20, 2013 • Confusion • 0 Comments

    I know I’m on the rebound, hard-core rebound. I feel really fucked up and stupid right now. Bare with me, please be gentle with me because I know how dumb I’m going to sound. I miss my ex, I really do. But that is all blurred away by this new kid. He is six years

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    it’s just your touch

    by  • May 20, 2013 • * Safe for Work *, Confusion • 0 Comments

    I don’t know what else this feeling is. And at this point, I really don’t care to label it. All I know is that without your touch, I don’t know what I’d do. You are the first person to touch me with any part of your body on mine since Chris. In over a year

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    it’s just your touch

    by  • May 20, 2013 • * Safe for Work *, Confusion • 0 Comments

    I don’t know what else this feeling is. And at this point, I really don’t care to label it. All I know is that without your touch, I don’t know what I’d do. You are the first person to touch me with any part of your body on mine since Chris. In over a year

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    50/50.

    by  • May 18, 2013 • Confusion • 1 Comment

    g you’ve ever said is true. Are you really moving? Are you still shagging her? Did she ever even confront you? Why didn’t she? Why did you smooth talk her out? Why did you do this to me? Why can’t I be happy? Why do you get to be happy? Why? WHY DO YOU GET

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    50/50.

    by  • May 18, 2013 • Confusion • 1 Comment

    g you’ve ever said is true. Are you really moving? Are you still shagging her? Did she ever even confront you? Why didn’t she? Why did you smooth talk her out? Why did you do this to me? Why can’t I be happy? Why do you get to be happy? Why? WHY DO YOU GET

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    Twas an emotion that I felt so strongly, I could hardly speak. But have things changed? Or am I just…. Exagerating? I must ask myself… Was anything ever there?

    by  • May 18, 2013 • * Safe for Work *, Confusion • 0 Comments

    And I sit here listening to the *Rain Sound* ….. Thinking, if I’m not careful enough, you might just get a *hole in your face* …. You may not understand, but life is not to be understood this way. For the things that seem the simpilest, may be the most complicated…. Unrequited…. *Secret Love* ….

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    Twas an emotion that I felt so strongly, I could hardly speak. But have things changed? Or am I just…. Exagerating? I must ask myself… Was anything ever there?

    by  • May 18, 2013 • * Safe for Work *, Confusion • 0 Comments

    And I sit here listening to the *Rain Sound* ….. Thinking, if I’m not careful enough, you might just get a *hole in your face* …. You may not understand, but life is not to be understood this way. For the things that seem the simpilest, may be the most complicated…. Unrequited…. *Secret Love* ….

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    You are my drug

    by  • May 18, 2013 • * Safe for Work *, Confusion • 1 Comment

    Falling in love is like doing drugs… You need to take your daily hit or you’ll go nuts, too long without that person and you feel like you’re sufffocating, dessperate, and you start to lose it. Going insane, more nad more every secound that passes by. You might not always like to admit that you

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    You are my drug

    by  • May 18, 2013 • * Safe for Work *, Confusion • 1 Comment

    Falling in love is like doing drugs… You need to take your daily hit or you’ll go nuts, too long without that person and you feel like you’re sufffocating, dessperate, and you start to lose it. Going insane, more nad more every secound that passes by. You might not always like to admit that you

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    Bearpaw

    by  • May 17, 2013 • * Safe for Work *, Confusion • 0 Comments

    We always said that it was the distance that drove us apart – the distance and him. Now he’s been gone for almost a year, and I’m back in the same town as you. We hung out last weekend, and it was like nothing ever went wrong. The barn, our horses, the thrill of riding

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    Bearpaw

    by  • May 17, 2013 • * Safe for Work *, Confusion • 0 Comments

    We always said that it was the distance that drove us apart – the distance and him. Now he’s been gone for almost a year, and I’m back in the same town as you. We hung out last weekend, and it was like nothing ever went wrong. The barn, our horses, the thrill of riding

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    Questions.

    by  • May 15, 2013 • * Safe for Work *, Confusion • 6 Comments

    Why did you lie to us? How was it better to hide it that long? You’re still with her? Did you feel sad when I stopped talking to you? If I made contact, would you feel happy to hear from me? Do you keep kicking yourself over it? You still banging her? Or is she

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    Questions.

    by  • May 15, 2013 • * Safe for Work *, Confusion • 6 Comments

    Why did you lie to us? How was it better to hide it that long? You’re still with her? Did you feel sad when I stopped talking to you? If I made contact, would you feel happy to hear from me? Do you keep kicking yourself over it? You still banging her? Or is she

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