• Addiction

    Too young?

    by  • April 17, 2013 • * Safe for Work *, Addiction • 2 Comments

    As an Army couple the odds have always been against us, but I never took that seriously. He was my highschool sweetheart and we’re different. We got married in September of last year during his two week R&R from Afghanistan. We have made it through so damn much, we can make it through anything… right?

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    Too young?

    by  • April 17, 2013 • * Safe for Work *, Addiction • 2 Comments

    As an Army couple the odds have always been against us, but I never took that seriously. He was my highschool sweetheart and we’re different. We got married in September of last year during his two week R&R from Afghanistan. We have made it through so damn much, we can make it through anything… right?

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    the only thing

    by  • February 14, 2013 • * Safe for Work *, Addiction • 0 Comments

    Everyone is gone from the house. I know all I have to do is get up from this bed and walk into the kitchen and pour some vodka in a glass with some oj or redbull and pretend it’s a cocktail and slam it. I could then lie to myself and reach over and grab

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    the only thing

    by  • February 14, 2013 • * Safe for Work *, Addiction • 0 Comments

    Everyone is gone from the house. I know all I have to do is get up from this bed and walk into the kitchen and pour some vodka in a glass with some oj or redbull and pretend it’s a cocktail and slam it. I could then lie to myself and reach over and grab

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    Craving

    by  • January 29, 2013 • * Safe for Work *, Addiction • 2 Comments

    My addiction to you is slowly destroying me inside, but I don’t know how to get over it without going cold turkey and losing you. I’m not going that route. You’re the best thing that has happened to me in a long time, and I want to keep you in my life. I’ve worked through

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    Craving

    by  • January 29, 2013 • * Safe for Work *, Addiction • 2 Comments

    My addiction to you is slowly destroying me inside, but I don’t know how to get over it without going cold turkey and losing you. I’m not going that route. You’re the best thing that has happened to me in a long time, and I want to keep you in my life. I’ve worked through

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    All I want for my birthday/xmas is my daddy back

    by  • November 30, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Addiction • 0 Comments

    Dear Dad, As we approach the month with two different excuses to wrap shiny things in shinier paper and hand them to me expecting my instant gratitude, I’d like to remind you how much it would mean to me if you started trying to get sober instead of buying me useless shit that I’ll inevitably

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    All I want for my birthday/xmas is my daddy back

    by  • November 30, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Addiction • 0 Comments

    Dear Dad, As we approach the month with two different excuses to wrap shiny things in shinier paper and hand them to me expecting my instant gratitude, I’d like to remind you how much it would mean to me if you started trying to get sober instead of buying me useless shit that I’ll inevitably

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    Fitlhy

    by  • November 28, 2012 • Addiction • 0 Comments

    You’re my filthy addiction. I cling onto you so I get a high, I get shaky and I can’t breathe and I fucking adore the feeling. Everyone says you’re bad news, a cheater, a liar, a cheat. But fuck baby, I love you. Everyone says you’re fucking FILTHY and I just fucking want every god

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    Fitlhy

    by  • November 28, 2012 • Addiction • 0 Comments

    You’re my filthy addiction. I cling onto you so I get a high, I get shaky and I can’t breathe and I fucking adore the feeling. Everyone says you’re bad news, a cheater, a liar, a cheat. But fuck baby, I love you. Everyone says you’re fucking FILTHY and I just fucking want every god

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    I’m So Proud of You, My Love

    by  • November 4, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Addiction • 0 Comments

    You told me last night that you are quitting your tobacco dipping habit for me. You said you’ve been trying lately to cut back with nicotine free snuff that acts as a placebo, you didn’t want to say much because you just wanted to do it, to say it was done and over, to have

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    I’m So Proud of You, My Love

    by  • November 4, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Addiction • 0 Comments

    You told me last night that you are quitting your tobacco dipping habit for me. You said you’ve been trying lately to cut back with nicotine free snuff that acts as a placebo, you didn’t want to say much because you just wanted to do it, to say it was done and over, to have

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    What happened to my son?

    by  • October 31, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Addiction • 0 Comments

    I don’t know you but you are my son. My whole life has been spent running from everything – people, responsibility, expectations. I have always been good at what I do but I have never been great. I am always the guy after the best guy. Second best at many things but never the best

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    What happened to my son?

    by  • October 31, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Addiction • 0 Comments

    I don’t know you but you are my son. My whole life has been spent running from everything – people, responsibility, expectations. I have always been good at what I do but I have never been great. I am always the guy after the best guy. Second best at many things but never the best

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    I Hope One Day You Find the Strength to Quit

    by  • September 29, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Addiction • 0 Comments

    After 5 months of dating, you finally admitted me to me you dip tobacco, though i heard it from your friends first. I wasn’t upset that you do it (well i am, but that wasn’t the biggest thing), I was upset you kept it from me for 5 months. You said it was because it

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    I Hope One Day You Find the Strength to Quit

    by  • September 29, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Addiction • 0 Comments

    After 5 months of dating, you finally admitted me to me you dip tobacco, though i heard it from your friends first. I wasn’t upset that you do it (well i am, but that wasn’t the biggest thing), I was upset you kept it from me for 5 months. You said it was because it

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