• I miss you

    by  • November 16, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, Grief • 0 Comments

    After five years I miss you so much it still tears me apart. Maybe it’s because you had them call me first. I was your in case of emergency. Maybe that’s why. Maybe it’s because I no longer have someone to talk to about the jerks and douchebags I wish would look at me twice.

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    My disgust kept secret

    by  • November 16, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 0 Comments

    When you told me about it i silently disconnected. I could not believe it but once i did i realized just how different we are. Just how much you have changed. Just how much you disgust me. You continue trying to have your friend close all the while i keep you just close enough not

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    My Truths

    by  • November 16, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, Self-Esteem • 0 Comments

    We all have dreams. Some, more than others, have very unrealistic dreams. For those whose life goals are so out of the ordinary and so unlikely to happen, back up plans seem all that more common. I am one of the dreamers. Just like so many other kids, I grew up wanting to be a

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    No more.

    by  • November 16, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 3 Comments

    Well I suppose this is you getting YOUR way now because I give up. I’m emotionally drained from this situation. When I left that place one year ago, I thought to myself, I’m doing this the right way so we can have a real chance. Now it is clear that you never had any intentions

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    The lost childhood stuggle

    by  • November 16, 2014 • Acceptance • 0 Comments

    You didn’t get one.. so you robbed me of mine. You stole my joy, you weighed me down. You couldn’t just talk to adults about your shit? You couldn’t talk to your spouse? You had to make me anxious you wanted me to grow up to be a mess like you congrats.. you succeeded for

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