I’m not quite sure who I’m writing this letter to, but I’m in pain. Every time I get on social media someone in getting in a relationship, getting engaged, getting married, or found out they are pregnant. No, I don’t need a man to be complete, but damn it hurts to constantly be alone. Then to add in my friends who are practically engaged telling me to be patient. It’s so hard. I can’t get a guy to be my friend let alone want to date me. It hurts. I just want to know that my soulmate exists. I just want to know that I am dateable and beautiful and not to just the ugly nobody in the background. I tried to drown my sorrows in strawberry Smirnoff and beers. I just feel more empty as I see my friends having fun while I’m alone. Can I just press fast forward???