There have been a lot of things I’ve thought about saying to you. But the truth is I’ve already wasted so many words and so much time here. At the core of so many of my issues is the simple fact that you make me feel like a loser, and you always have. You talk about second chances like things are going to change, but I haven’t really seen anything different between us in years. You seem to be satisfied as long as I relentlessly pursue you, bestowing you with the attention you feel so entitled to. But you haven’t earned it, not really, because your actions/inactions and words consistently paint the picture of someone who’s not really interested in ever making this a real thing. I want and deserve better than what you appear to be comfortable offering.
PS this is not being written to any Ashleys