Do you believe in them?
When I first met my now husband, I used to have peaceful dreams of Native American times and scenes of he and I in fields and on plains. No matter what the obstacle was in my dream at the time, they always felt peaceful. As the years grew on, our relationship grew as well. My dreams; however, grew darker. Nightmares horrified me in the night. Sometimes I would wake myself up out of a sound sleep crying out. These dreams don’t repeat nightly like the peaceful ones from years ago did, but they terrify me. These nightmares are of betrayal and abandonment. I often wonder if we had a past life together where my dreams were the outcome of our relationship. Or is it my own guilty conscience for having an attraction to another man, even if I have never acted on it.