• I would never

    by  • May 18, 2018 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 5 Comments

    I’m sorry if this letter isn’t beautiful but it’s beautiful in my head and this is for me not for you. This is me needing to let out some things. Let out some of the things I have imagined. That I could really be near you. Truly near you. That I could meet your gaze again but this time it leads to that kiss that I’ve imagined so many times. And that that kiss would lead to me grabbing at you like a lifesaver tossed to me in the middle of the ocean. And that I would become careless and uncoordinated and mindlessly rip your shirt off because clothes are just another barrier keeping me from you and I’m so tired of being kept from you. Do you know how badly I want to pull you on top of me and grab you and pull you into me as if you belong in me and I’m simply putting you back where you belong? It’s probably gross I know but I want you so violently that I just can’t take it anymore. I have seen you I promise I see you but I want to see more. I want to see you panting with sweat dripping off of your forehead and onto my bare skin I want to be drenched in you. I want you to melt into me. There are kids here so I won’t go too far but one day they will know what it is to want a man the way that I want you.

    5 Responses to I would never

    1. T
      May 18, 2018 at 12:07 pm

      Slow clap

      • Jule
        May 19, 2018 at 2:38 pm

        This was for a T and now I am triggered. I hope it made you feel better!

    2. Walking by
      May 18, 2018 at 3:27 pm

      Suppose for me, the worst part is knowing you’re around. The best part is recently I haven’t seen you , I hope to God I never do. I like your partner…’he’ reminds me of myself a long time ago. I feel him, in the way of pity and not just because you’re the same blood type – go figure. I feel him , knowing you , knowing that you will always be that same person no matter how many changes you made to the ‘appearances’.
      I couldn’t forgive you if I tried so i gave that up decades ago, truth is In him I see the old me. Naive , happy but unaware of your ‘true colours’ untrustworthy, disloyal and the rest. Jeez! I find myself wondering what I ever saw in you in the first place , I was never a follower .I never wanted what others had , whether it was a car or a pen especially ‘chicks’. Zip up your ego, I have the woman worth ten of you and you’re deluded if you think for a second that there’s anything left here apart from hate. You dont like that shit? Suck it up….

      That’s what I would say to the ‘bitch’ easy tiger ! Now am laughing

      The man who never was

      • Anonymous
        May 19, 2018 at 4:06 am

        How can you be sure this person is writing to you?

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