What would give you a reason to believe there would be anyone else
I dont understand
Since we stopped communicating
I’ve been miserable
Its hard to get up and go to school
I think of you often.. a lot
The room is like a reminder of where it all began
My stomach turns
And I want to leave class
I’m sorry if at times I make you feel insignificant
I noticed in our interactions I can be a little up and down
Its a diguise ????
Now knowing your upset
I feel terrible
But no, there is nobody in my life that i want or care
I miss you, the unexpected things you say that make me laugh
Your inconspicuous behavior lol
The above ground hugs
The look in your eyes when your explaining
Something to me
Every interesting fact I learned from you
Yea me, learning from you instead of it reversed
If you did not matter to me
I wouldn’t go to great lengths
just to be around you longer
Like that day..
at moments when it was a sheer inconvenience
I didnt mind I didnt care I just wanted to be with you.
I wanted to stay on that ride with you.
I hope you know that this is me.
I cant recognize you in any of these letters
I’m eyeballing this because I dont know if I’m responding to you.
If your not here anymore I have to give it up
I love you… bean stalk. Lol