• Archive for May 17th, 2018

    Vision of a hawk

    by  • May 17, 2018 • To You • 2 Comments

    Its dusk out. A breeze is blowing through the house as rain hits the window pains.We have the lights out to take in natures dimming nightlight. No music needed, but obviously a burning candle. Its signature. Our bodies fully exposed. Your back is facing me as you sit on the bed. Im sitting on my

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    Three Weeks…

    by  • May 17, 2018 • * Safe for Work *, Heartbreak • 0 Comments

    It’s been three weeks since I sent the initial “last message”, in that time we’ve corresponded a couple of times. Even though I said I was moving on before, I really wasn’t ready to say goodbye. Each message I sent, a tinge of hope was attached, sadly I now realize the old us, is no

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    Night thinker

    by  • May 17, 2018 • * Safe for Work *, Depression • 0 Comments

    I hope you weren’t expecting things to be the same between us after so long.. still I saved you from the truth of how much I’m hurting. Sometimes I wake at night and lay there,while the painful overthinking takes over. Tears in my eyes. Wondering why you had to treat me so different to everyone

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    The other day

    by  • May 17, 2018 • * Safe for Work *, Thoughts • 1 Comment

    I hear a loud thump coming from down the hall. When I try to open the door I see my husband blocking the door collapsed on the floor. When I get in and turn him over his eyes are wide open, his pupils are huge and contracting . He’s unresponsive and has white foam at

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