I honestly don’t even know where to begin.
We had an awesome day today and since You left i’ve just been thinking. I don’t really know how to put this all into words but ill try Anyway.
Let me start of with saying that i don’t know what love is. I have tried to define it many times but i’m just never really able to put it into words, and at this point i don’t even know If it is love i am feeling. But i simply see No other explination for the fact that i just feel like a Total fucking wreck. The last couple of days have been the worst, and the best of my life. I wake up as happy as can be, excited to see You again even tho it’s only at school for An hoor or two. I think of You When i’m Listening to my music, When i’m Playing my favorite game and When i’m Doing litteraly anything else. It feels Great!
And yet even though these all feel Great, at night i think about everything that has happened.
If love is supposed to be beautifull and amazing then Why am i crying
Is this what love is?