I miss you so much. I am sure this letter won’t make a difference but I felt compelled to write you this anonymous letter. I won’t reach out to you because I’ve tried in the past and you won’t respond. I wish you well and understand that you have moved on with your life. I’m so happy for you and that you got everything you wanted.
I told mom that lately I have these weird dreams about you and that you don’t look like you’re doing so well at least in my dreams. I have also had about three dreams already where you passed away. Honestly, it scared this shit out of me. You have your family and your children to think about. God bless you. I’ve been saying prayers for you lately. You truly are an angel and a great man.
Even though I know you have moved on and never really had genuine feelings for me and still don’t, I can’t help but love and still care for you. That’s just the kind of person that I am. I wish you would’ve gotten to know me better. I think your feelings would’ve have changed.
I am not the same girl I was at twenty-two. I am more aware of me and have a bit more confidence in myself. I’m starting to become an exceptional women. I hope one day I get to show you. I’ll fall back because you’re caught up.
Nonetheless, I needed to get this off my chest.
I love you and always will.