• Archive for May, 2018

    Past Lives

    by  • May 30, 2018 • * Safe for Work *, Thoughts • 3 Comments

    Do you believe in them? When I first met my now husband, I used to have peaceful dreams of Native American times and scenes of he and I in fields and on plains. No matter what the obstacle was in my dream at the time, they always felt peaceful. As the years grew on, our

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    I see you now Daddy

    by  • May 30, 2018 • Abuse • 0 Comments

    I shouldn’t be surprised. I have known since the day I left my moms house. I couldn’t talk to you because you were never there when I was growing up. You always had something that was more important than me. Work. Your crazy ex girlfriend you used as an excuse for ignoring me for 6

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    Your choice

    by  • May 30, 2018 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 0 Comments

    I no longer wish to be part of a relationship in which you continually deny me even the most basic modicum of physical or emotional intimacy, nor even seem like you care about those radical romantic concepts. What sense of self-worth I still have demands recognition and awareness of my needs. E

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    I miss you tonight

    by  • May 30, 2018 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 0 Comments

    It has been three weeks of absolute torture without you. It has not gotten easier, it hasn’t even sunk in. I keep replaying what you have told me in my head ‘ you will find someone better in few months’,’ you will be happy’ , ‘ something’s aren’t meant to be’. You have no idea

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    To u

    by  • May 30, 2018 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 0 Comments

    You want to blame me and rile back and forth I dont want to do that anymore I know I caused you pain I should have been more supportive More understanding of you But theres two of us involved i tried to be more involved to get to know you better But I’ll never break

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