To my Cucuzza,
I wouldn’t have believed it a few months ago. That the woman I dreamed up and hoped for, so long, had come into my life.
I screwed it up. LOL. But I know deep down that you felt for me too. Well now I do.
These days I spend praying, hoping that you’ll come back.
I saw our future children in your eyes. I’m not whole without you. I wake up and I feel you. I sleep and you are there, only you’re not. The smell of your perfume lingers though I know it’s gone. I have this recurring image of sitting on that stone wall by the Bay. You standing close and the way the light hit your face as you smiled and we embraced and we kissed. I fell that very moment.
I know I come off like I don’t need anyone sometimes. I will forever want you.
If by the odd chance you happen to read this, Know that you will be FOREVER MY LOVE!!!