Life is really hard right now. You know what the say: when it rains, it pours. Right now, everything that could go wrong has gone wrong. I’ve never wanted to just curl up in bed and never leave. My anxiety and depression are getting the best of me. My grandfather just passed and I feel like I’m the only in the family who has not had the chance to mourn. I’m trying to be strong, I really am. But I am also really close to breaking down. The stress from my job is triggering my anxiety like crazy, and even though I know that there are some people who are trying to support me, I almost always look past it and still see what a failure I’ve been. All I want at this moment is to get a chance to sit down at a quiet place and talk to you. I just want you to tell me that it’s going to be okay and I will get through this. That is all I want. After everything, I still miss you like crazy.