I have a feeling that you’ve been writing me. What I’m here to tell you is that you chose her. I love you but you asked her not me. It’s painful to think about.
It’s going to take a long time to get over you. I’m moving to TN in February. It will be a new start for me but I doubt I’ll find someone that I have so much chemistry with like you.
I need time right now to heal. I’ve spent 8 years on the ins and outs with you. I don’t know if I’ll ever recover.
If you ever left her I hope that you would find me and we could have our chance.
I realize now if you had loved me you would have reached out to me by now. You hurt me you know. I’m sure I hurt you too and I’m sorry for that.
I’ve gone away from this site cause it’s too painful to hope every time someone writes a letter. You said you would never come back here and it’s time that I move from this place.
I will always love you.