Sometimes I can’t tell if you’re actually into me… you’re definitely the complicated type, but please don’t drag me into some BS we’re bound to lose control over. You’ve repeatedly reiterated that you’re not looking for anything serious; what we’ve done was just for fun, and nothing else. I’m totally okay with that.
Believe me when I say I’m not going to fall, because this was something we’ve agreed upon. Sex. Nothing else. Although I actually enjoy talking to you and could actually see myself being friends with you, please do not make this whole thing complicated by telling me you’ve been thinking about me. If you want to talk to me, talk to me. It’s a bit annoying how you hold back because you’re afraid that I’m going to fall for you. If by some miracle I did fall for you, you will never know about it. I promised you and myself that I’m not going to fall, and I don’t break promises.
I’m hoping that the next time I see you, hopefully next month, you won’t let anything get in the way of us having fun. Until you get out of the Army and you go back home to Oregon, let’s just have fun. We don’t need to get feelings involved.