you’re sitting across the room, and i’m so intensely aware of your presence. i want to be with you so badly, and I don’t know how to handle it. I know you want to be with me, but you’re holding yourself back because you’re not ready. I know, I know, I know. and I’m trying to hold back, I am. I’m trying to give you time, but I want to be with you so badly. Just to sit next to you and hold your hand is pure contentness. I’m tired of waiting, I am. I want you.